Missing you in this room

Written on May 29, 2012 at 23.33, Comanche, Oklahoma Here I am at Jessica’s houuse, in Bryson’s room, the room we used to sleep whenever we come for visit to Oklahoma. It’s quiet, very quiet and I feel lonely. No…

Doha Lounge

Sitting here at the lounge after shower and breakfast. Mixed up feeling fill my heart. This used to be our meeting point, Love. I cried by teh time I walked into Duty Free, as you usually greted me tjere with…

BBQ Night – American Club

It’s sad here Baby, without you is so hard. I drink Jack Daniels like we used to do together here. My heart keep on singing Bon Jovi’s song; it’s hard so hard. It’s tearing up my heart. It’s letting you…

Batik

Went to an exhibition Jakarta Convention Center with Indi and I found some batik with old patterns for my quilts. I am happy to get them, cheap batik just as I wanted. I did’t buy batik for my dress as…

Marbella

Go with my sister, Indi to her apartment, Marbella Kemang and I feel sad remembering you, Baby. Last time I went to this apartment, you’re still alive and well. My heart hurt thinking about this, Love. I miss you so…

Do You Remember

Do You Remember

I saw you in a dream I saw you in the wind You spoke to me, gentle words, soothing my mind caressing my heart Just the way you looked at me Your face the most beautiful I’d ever seen radiant,…

Empty

I start to feel empty again. Looking at your picture help a bit. But I want to see you in person, Love. I miss our laugh, I miss our time together. I miss to cook you dinner… I miss to…

Nyanyian Rumpun Bambu

Gemulai bak penariMenarikan tarian jiwaBebas mengayunSesuai irama alamTanpa paksaan…Tanpa perlawanan…Nuansa teduh dan mistisyang tercipta,Membuai jiwa yang dahagaakan kelembutan dan cintaGemerisik suara yang timbulbagaikan suara dari surgaMenyanyikan lagu lagucinta ciptaan dewa Memandangmu membuat jiwa initerasa damaiLaksana dikelilingi dewi dewiYang menari diiringisenandung…

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So far feel ok. Cried only this morning when Anna suddenly asked whether she can see her Papa Bear. And then Misty and me cried… Sweet Anna, she missed her Papa Bear. She missed you, Baby! She missed you like…

Dancing bamboo

Sitting here by the pool watching bamboo tree behind the pool giving me mix feeling. Mysterious, unique and spooky. They dance freely following the wind. Sometimes slow, sometimes hard depend on the wind. Surrender. Flexible. No pressure. Mild and soft….