Been a while since you gone44 days since you away from meMy heart still bleedingMy heart still hurtI am missing in every breath that I takeI keep on saying” I wish you were here with me, Love” When will my…

Baby,Are you there in the wind that blows the meadows?Are you there in those pastures?Are you there with the cows? I look out to the meadow with the hope to see you thereMy heart hurt to see the open landin…

Baby,I wanna go home to our houseto the place where we used to be togetherWhere we cooked togetherWhere we laughed togetherWhere we spent our time together all the time I miss our home, LoveI miss you deeply… I am here…

Another rainy day today in Duncan. I know Oklahoma needs the rain, but not me šŸ™ Rainy day makes me sad and missing you the most. I do wish you were here with me now, Love! I miss you dearly……

Written on May 29, 2012 at 23.33, Comanche, Oklahoma Here I am at Jessica’s houuse, in Bryson’s room, the room we used to sleep whenever we come for visit to Oklahoma. It’s quiet, very quiet and I feel lonely. No…

Sitting here at the lounge after shower and breakfast. Mixed up feeling fill my heart. This used to be our meeting point, Love. I cried by teh time I walked into Duty Free, as you usually greted me tjere with…

It’s sad here Baby, without you is so hard. I drink Jack Daniels like we used to do together here. My heart keep on singing Bon Jovi’s song; it’s hard so hard. It’s tearing up my heart. It’s letting you…

Went to an exhibition Jakarta Convention Center with Indi and I found some batik with old patterns for my quilts. I am happy to get them, cheap batik just as I wanted. I did’t buy batik for my dress as…

Go with my sister, Indi to her apartment, Marbella Kemang and I feel sad remembering you, Baby. Last time I went to this apartment, you’re still alive and well. My heart hurt thinking about this, Love. I miss you so…

Do You Remember

I saw you in a dream I saw you in the wind You spoke to me, gentle words, soothing my mind caressing my heart Just the way you looked at me Your face the most beautiful Iā€™d ever seen radiant,…